Sorry for being gone so long

Anything that has a shape will crumble away, disappear
We belong to the circle life of all creation
We crawl and deny ourselves, refuse this evidence
that we project our greatest fears on death and forget our power
I want to live my life in close touch with the sacred
Pacify the disturbances of the mind
I face my own death

Lower and lower is the pressure, I can feel the parts of me collapsing one into the other
Higher state of consciousness awaken, I can see the light of this next world
Leading my soul reborn

I find it hard to believe that this picture on the wall is everything
I do understand all the prayers, life is so sharp and hurts so bad
What does it mean to be dying, what if you take the guts and brain away
Is it this blood and heartbeat that you call life
Every effort to ignore it is unavailing we all have to die
Is it too late to dull the edges of the pain, I have to try
This is an other dimension
You can scatter ashes to the winds and even buried in the ground I’m still here

Do not be afraid you are dying
and the four great elements of your body are collapsing one into the other
It feels as if you are being crushed by mountains
The light of this world has faded completely
But the light of the next world have not yet appeared

Your breath is now still, no warmth to your skin
Do not be afraid, there’s no way that you can stay here
You are leaving this world
All lights are fading away now
Leave behind the loved ones and all you know
Do not be afraid and let yourself go

-Joe Duplantier, Way of all Flesh (Gojira)

Inspirational to me :D

Inspirational to me :D

Steve Harris, awesome picture

Steve Harris, awesome picture

Gojira poem (actually a poem now)

Slowly they pound on the drums, rolling along into the greatest catastrophe I’ll ever experience.

I hear darkness, shadowy swooshes burst all around me, I hear the voice of a demon, beckoning me to it, yearning to inspire me with it’s message, it’s deep philosophy. 

It’s scent, empty, cold, and lonely, I know the redolence but I don’t know where from. it’s the emanation of space, but it’s not.

I can taste my destiny in the huge, endless, field of nothing. it tastes familiar, like a chilly breeze of fresh air, rain or snow, it fills my lungs with an icy flow.

I feel lost when it comes. Giant shapeless mass of Shadow, i have no fear or knowledge of what will become of me. The Skull Shattering rhythm breaks into me, along with it 1000 tons of heavy force is brought, driving straight through my chest, i can feel the gravity of the universe, of everything.

I don’t know where i am, it feels like space, but I know to myself It’s not.

I am caged within myself. 

The obscurity of where i am. This murky darkness, I cannot escape it physically, and I will not escape it Mentally. To escape it would be destroying all that I know I am. No one else seems to feels this. No one else seems to be willing.

Before you slip into unconsciousness
I’d like to have another kiss
Another flashing chance at bliss
Another kiss, another kiss

The days are bright and filled with pain
Enclose me in your gentle rain
The time you ran was too insane
We’ll meet again, we’ll meet again

Oh tell me where your freedom lies
The streets are fields that never die
Deliver me from reasons why
You’d rather cry, I’d rather fly

The crystal ship is being filled
A thousand girls, a thousand thrills
A million ways to spend your time
When we get back, I’ll drop a line 

Once you’re so depressed that you get into drugs, once you’re on them, it’s very, very hard to see the light or to have any kind of hope. All you think about is the drug, and it’s no good to us preaching at people and saying don’t take them. Because that doesn’t work. It’s like the church telling you not to drink or not to have sex when you’re a kid. There’s nothing on earth gonna do it. But if people take any notice of what we say, we say we’ve been through the drug scene, man, and there’s nothing like being straight. You need hope, and hope is something that you build within yourself and with your friends. It’s a very difficult situation, drugs… The worst drugs are as bad as anybody’s told you. It’s just a dumb trip, which I can’t condemn people if they get into it, because one gets into it for one’s personal, social, emotional reasons. It’s something to be avoided if one can help it
John Lennon (via beatlesneveroutofstyle)

awesome, we’re thankful for our veterans

Gojira…. {not quite a poem} (by Abriel Hammond)

Sacred Dark Matter, rolling straight for me as I swim past the colorful planets I feel the gravity of the universe.

I hear darkness, shadowy swooshes burst all around me, I hear the voice of a demon, beckoning me to it, yearning to inspire me with it’s message, it’s deep philosophy. 

It’s scent, empty, cold, and lonely, I know the redolence but I don’t know where from. it’s the emanation of space, but it’s not.

I can taste my destiny in the huge, endless, field of nothing. it tastes familiar, like a chilly breeze of fresh air, rain or snow, it fills my lungs with an icy flow.

I feel lost when it comes. Giant shapeless mass of Shadow, i have no fear or knowledge of what will become of me. The Skull Shattering rhythm breaks into me, along with it 1000 tons of heavy force is brought, driving straight through my chest, i can feel the gravity of the universe, of everything.

I don’t know where i am, it feels like space, but I know to myself It’s not.

I am caged within myself. 

The obscurity of where i am. This murky filthy darkness. I cannot escape it physically, and I will not escape it Mentally. To escape it would be destroying all that I know I am. No one else seems to feels this. No one else seems to be willing.

This place is not depressing. On the outside we have light, happiness, and optimism. But I know of this place and I will never release it. I need it. It’s what makes me happy. To know i have this darkness inside me makes me happy. lightens me inside like a sludge has been pushed out of me. fulfilling to my heart.

We all have this blackness inside of us. we all need a dark to our light. You can’t have one without the other.

They knew this. They pulled us here kicking and screaming. They knew we need it. They wrote this music for us and most of us disgard it as Noise or evil music. Let the guitars surge through you, let the bass pulse you, let the drums drive you, let their voice tell you what they have to say. Only the ones willing to except it are the ones who obeyed knowingly and faithfully and are rewarded.

this dark place is not depression. the darkness symbolizes our deep thinking place. although it does also symbolize the darkness inside of us all. whether we all like it or not we have it.

Music is not just a noise.

this isn’t a ridiculous insight, it’s the true side of music that is hidden behind media and mainstream music today. music just takes you on a humbling journey a whole new perspective on everything

where you get to reach down into the parts of yourself you missed the most, like memories

it’s amazing to me how simple letters pieced together and certain noises organized correcly can hit so hard. it’s not all about technicallity, it’s about the feel and mood and emotion it can bring. don’t just let the media fool you into scraping the surface of music. go deep. 

i’m so tired of people saying “music is music” like it’s just a noise, it’s so much more to me, i’m tired of this, ppl will never understand, i give up on some ppl

Black Sabbath - Into the Void

Rocket engines burning fuel so fast
Up into the night sky they blast
Through the universe the engines whine
Could it be the end of man and time
Back on earth the flame of life burns low
Everywhere is misery and woe
Pollution kills the air, the land and sea
Man prepares to meet his destiny, yeah
Rocket engines burning fuel so fast
Up into the black sky so vast
Burning metal through the atmosphere
Earth remains in worry, hate and fear
With the hateful battles raging on
rockets flying to the glowing sun
Through the empires of eternal void
Freedom from the final suicide

Freedom fighters sent out to the sun
escape from brainwashed minds and pollution.
Leave the earth to all its sin and hate
find another world where freedom waits.

Past the stars in fields of ancient void
Through the shields of darkness where they find
Love upon a land a world unknown
where the sons of freedom make their home
Leave the earth to Satan and his slaves
leave them to their future in their grave
Make a home where love is there to stay
Peace and Happiness in everyday

Gojira Vocals = Philosophers poetry from the throat of a demon :D

The sickness of this world is destroying all the dreams
The fools are kings, tearing apart the soul
The race for complication communicate reaction
The lack of heart of men, I grow distant from the core

Borrow this body for a lifetime, earthly material
My soul unraveled out of mental
The shell returns to dust

I focus on the present concentrate on what I find
Accelerate the vision high beyond the curse of time
Bring light to my attention, the walls of vacuum fall
This force increases and tells me where to go

Follow, I enter my dimensions, awakened heart of life
Enforce my senses, I’m understanding
I find the will to live straight

I feel the change I see the vicious circle
Finally turned into a virtuous one
Having the whole world in my hands, filled
Timelessness

Out of the frame I feel so vast I’m all around myself
Imaginative interaction
But I keep struggling inside to hold this always
Forever there

Is it the fear to fall in space that keeps us from understanding
The only way to find the power is to look inside
Increase your fall on purpose and let this river flow
Now you hold this secret appeared out of the vacuum of space

Remain in what you are, the center of your life
You made it to this point no one can tell you how
You crawled and bled all the way but you were the only one
That was tearing your soul apart, you finally find yourself

:D GOJIRA! \m/